so here's the thing: i have a really shitty self-esteem. one of my biggest problems is that i'm constantly comparing myself to other better (and younger) artists and hating myself for not being as good as them, which makes me depressed and unable to draw, which in turn makes me feel even worse because i feel worthless and useless when i can't draw. i'm trying very hard to learn to not compare myself to others, but it's far from easy and there's no guarantee that i'll ever even be able to stop it.
but you know what would make it a million times easier?
if other people stopped comparing me to other artists.
i know that other people draw better than me, i know that other people draw a cuter sans, you don't have to rub it in my goddamn face. i feel awful enough about my shit art as it is, so unless your goal is to get me to stop drawing altogether (or at least stop posting my art online), quit it.
i'm very tired and down, i haven't drawn anything for a week and i feel like absolute garbage and this shit is not helping.